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This is going to be a strong, rather turbulent, month
with some very potent challenges mingling with some
absolute gems, as far as lineups go. These are, in turn,
significantly energised and reinforced by two total
eclipses on the 7th and the 21st. Hold onto your hats!
Consistent with every February for the last decade,
Aquarius is a very busy place in this one's chart, with
the Sun, Lilith, Chiron, Vesta, Neptune, a retrograde
Mercury and the North Node all clustered in the sign
of The Waterbearer. In classic fashion, Aquarius is
such a swirl of brilliant, creative, mystical, edge
of consciousness kind of energy with some schizoid tendencies,
and that's just on its own. Throw in the psychic heavyweights
like Lilith, Chiron and Neptune and all of these tendencies
get exaggerated, increasing the voltage on an already
highly charged system.
We can be forgiven for feeling a little crazy at times
like this, but we are not totally powerless in this
either. As usual, there are some brilliant possibilities
for healing, for synthesising dark and light in our
systems and for some quite spectacular psychic-spiritual
openings. That is, if we can look after ourselves and
our nervous systems and avoid the temptation or the
habit of escaping the body.
For all its brilliance, Aquarius is not the most grounded
of energies and is not that keen on the emotional side
of life, preferring detachment and a witnessing stance
towards the more organic realms of feeling life. Those
of you born with Chiron in Aquarius, in particular,
will know too well the automatic tendency to take flight
in response to deep wounding and overwhelming psychic
or emotional experiences. In the face of this month's
energy, so similar in quality, so potentially overwhelming,
the challenge for all is to stay present, to keep feeling,
and to learn to ride out the waves of initiation, confusion
and purification, without freaking out.
As for self care during this phase, keeping things
simple, regular meditation (but not too much), good
bodywork including craniosacral, Reiki or similar, all
will keep soothing the nervous system and gently supporting
the necessary inner movements that go with big psychic
changes. Also with Chiron a big player, supported by
the asteroid Hygeia in Aries, there are deep healing
processes that will open ancient wounds in order to
release them. These demand that we honour our feelings,
especially those we split off from as little ones, as
it's these that get activated by the Chiron process.
Whatever emerges in our individual systems, any healing
and therapeutic technique can bear great fruit at times
like this because our inner healers are so active.
But there are more than just childhood wounds that
get worked here, as Chiron reaches into even more ancient
territory - birth, in-utero, past life wounds are all
part of the deal. As Chiron is the closest planet (oid?)
to the eclipse on the 7th, its work is likely to peak
then, not just on a healing level but also in its role
in any great shamanic, psycho spiritual leap forward.
Just about anything could happen with this and it's
a very powerful time for deep ceremony and ritual.
The accent on feeling our feelings takes even deeper
significance, as the month begins with a Scorpio moon
conjunct the Dark Moon. We have a situation, then, that
two of the faces of Lilith are conjunct the Sun and
the Moon, one that speaks of great and ancient powers
that demand we face the emotional truth of things, both
in the present and from the past. Like the dark Indian
goddess Kali, to ignore or deny her brings out her destructive
side and, in the current situation, unacknowledged emotional
energies will negatively energise the potential craziness
of the Aquarian concentration. Any combination of Lilith,
particularly with Chiron, will bring up ancient emotional
energies, including rage, grief and betrayal, for purification
and healing. Here, then, lies an opportunity to reunite
the deep forces of the feminine with the exalted qualities
of Aquarius, but we have to be willing to face the darkness
within with courage and a commitment to keep feeling,
to regain parts of our own emotional selves that we've
rejected and betrayed. Tough work but truly great work!
Alongside these dark gems (and it is truly amazing
what gems of light lie at the heart of Lilith and the
other dark goddesses) we also have more obvious ones.
Jupiter is exactly conjunct Venus in Capricorn, not
exactly a gushing one, but nevertheless a celebration
of love, of the creation of beauty and unity. Venus
in Capricorn is traditionally an energy that is outwardly
reserved, but privately a sensitive and sensual expression
of the goddess of love. It has better boundaries than
many other positions, but can suffer from a little too
much defensiveness. Jupiter brings greater trust and
encouragement to express and manifest one's heart of
hearts in one's love and creative lives. It's also a
very gracious energy that can hold our hearts and the
little ones within well as the tougher processes are
active.
Daniel Sowelu (BSc DipEd) is a therapeutic astrologer,
primal therapist and group leader in his 21st year of
private practice.
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