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Over the last couple of years, life has offered up ample
opportunities for me to contemplate two interesting
questions: the first, 'What is the difference between
a deluded, self aggrandising spiritual crackpot, and
a genuine truth revealing teacher?' And the second:
'How, and with what powers of discernment, can we tell
who's the madman and who's the messiah?' In short, who's
the real thing, and who's a spiritual fraud, and how
can we tell?
I can't be the only one to have bumped into this dilemma;
I feel fairly certain that at least some of you reading
this will have come into the orbit of someone professing
to be a great teacher, but who sets your alarm bells
ringing, or makes your tummy queasy.
Without setting out to be a "guru buster"
(because I have no doubt whatsoever that some rare and
humble beings might be genuinely worthy of the title),
I'd like to offer here some observations and insights
I've gleaned as I've walked a sometimes perilous path
as a "seeker" in a world full of spiritual
teachers with their claims and counter-claims.
I'm under no illusion that what I'm going to offer
in this article is the definitive guide to anything
whatsoever. It's simply the perspective of one person
who's taken the long way round to find out something
really worth finding out, namely that in navigating
a way through the dizzying spiritual "marketplace"
there is an inner knowing, an inner compass within our
own heart and spirit, which can be absolutely relied
upon.
Another way to put this might be that I've learnt deeply,
to my marrow, that there is some innate wisdom, some
instinct for truth that we all carry within us. I've
learnt - the hard way - that this inner compass can
help us steer a steady path to wholeness if only we
trust it and listen to it, and if only we back it all
the way, no matter what.
You are my sunshine...
I first knew I was in the presence of a spiritual teacher
with a vastly inflated sense of himself when we were
at the beach one morning. The "enlightened master"
and a few of us from his retreat had popped down to
the beach for an early morning swim. I sat on the sand
to warm up in the mild sunshine, but the master stood
exactly between me and the sun, blocking its warmth
from reaching me, and putting me squarely in the shade.
Politely, I asked him to move because he was blocking
my sun. "I'm not blocking your sun," he replied.
"I am your sun."
Hindsight is a wonderful thing, and renowned for giving
us 20-20 vision. With the benefit of hindsight, I now
fully recognise that if a bloke in all seriousness tells
you he is the sun, it's not a bad idea to laugh a little,
then get up and walk away, quickly. Instead, I just
offered some mildly sarcastic reply and he moved, clearly
not happy at my implicit doubt that he was the centre
of my solar system.
Thus began the lesson. When someone claiming to be
a spiritual master spends a fair bit of time big noting
him or herself (as "the ultimate", "the
best", " the brightest", "the truest",
" the only", "the one sent to save humankind"
and such like ) I've learned you can be reasonably sure
they're on a bit of a trip. It may be woefully naive
of me to imagine this, but if a person is "Self
realised", and their being has shifted beyond duality
and illusion into a state of cosmic unity, I have this
idea that they won't be tripping out on their own greatness,
preening in front of the cosmic mirror. "Look at
me" - style claims of greatness and exclusivity
sound a bit incongruous coming out of the mouth of someone
professing to be beyond the pitfalls of personal identity
and agenda.
If someone is living as an enlightened being, it seems
pretty fair to expect that they won't be using their
cosmic allure to dubious ends, garnering followers,
adorers, lovers and supporters through what might be
a kind of spiritual manipulation or hypnotism.
Spiritual Seduction People who have "attained"
some degree of mastery over their shakti power can (and
do) turn it on like a powerful light and catch followers
like rabbits in their high beams. The 19th century bad-boy
and mystic Gurdjieff was ashamed of such behaviour,
though this didn't stop him from indulging in it copiously.
He vowed many times during his life to end this spiritually
seductive practice, which was what one modern-day writer
has called "a combination of ordinary male lust
backed up by the potent advantage of oceanic supermental
powers". Ladies, look out!
In our own era, long after Gurdjieff's heyday, I have
seen a self styled master shamelessly use this spiritual
charisma to seduce nearly half the women on his retreat.
And I don't just mean metaphorically seduce, I mean
literally, sexually.
In a grim kind of way, it's been fascinating trying
to understand how this could happen, and why. A room
full of trusting and rather vulnerable people allow
a skilful master to dismantle their defences - that
is, after all, what they came here for. To lose one's
sense of encapsulation as a finite being is what most
of us seek - either through spiritual practices, meditation,
retreats, love, adventure, natural highs, or addictions.
It requires the utmost integrity on the part of a teacher
to take his students into that opened, defenceless state
while still respecting the students' integrity, so that
no abuse takes place.
Firsthand, I have seen the easy-pickings that can be
had by unscrupulous teachers as they convert their students'
tender, open, spiritual yearning into a sexual bonanza
for the teacher. More dubious still, I have seen these
same teachers persuade the women whom they're seducing
that the only purpose of this seduction is the women's
liberation. Misuse of power as spiritual liberation
- now there's a novel idea!
I imagine, if you've had some kind of cosmic realisation
and you can feel the power of universal consciousness
coursing through you, it might be just a little tempting
to harness that monumental force for personal ends.
Plenty have done exactly this, catching a phenomenal
ride on the wave of Atman - divine, impersonal consciousness
- as it pours through them.
It's an old party trick that pseudo-gurus have been
getting away with since the year dot - using cosmic
consciousness to overwhelm and seduce followers. It's
a symbiotic relationship: the seductive guru gives his
followers the things they're looking for (answers to
life's possibly unanswerable questions, a sense of belonging,
and a spiritual high), and they, in turn, give him what
he craves - attention and power.
Flying solo, or part of a lineage?
Some people have said to me, as I've privately pondered
this question of how to tell a spiritual fraud from
a bona fide teacher, that you must always look for the
spiritual lineage of the teacher. The theory is that
if the teacher has inherited a teaching from another
teacher there will be some ethical safeguards in place,
and the teacher won't just be some small-time tyrant
with crackpot ideas and dodgy practices. Perhaps so.
But plenty of humanity's bravest, truest and wisest
beings have been flying solo, with no lineage and no
doctrine propping them up. (I'm thinking, of course,
of the Buddha, Ramana Maharshi and Christ, among others.)
Lineage alone does not seem to determine whether someone
speaks from a place of selfless truth, though it certainly
might help guard against some of the extremes of spiritual
delusion and inflation.
The Blessing Field
I recently heard a Buddhist teacher visiting Australia
from Germany describe the beautiful effect of a true
teacher on a disciple or student. He spoke of "the
blessing field" that the teacher creates, and in
which the student places him or herself. This simple
phrase - "the blessing field" - seemed to
finally clarify the whole false-guru/true-guru dilemma
for me.
A true teacher will register in your heart and psyche
and subtle system as a blessing and a quiet clarity
and peace will flow from this. A not-so-true teacher
will reverberate within you as a niggling worry or doubt,
as confusion - in short, as a disturbance rather than
a blessing. This is not to say that a true teacher will
roll out a red carpet for you to smoothly glide along
unchallenged; a true teacher beckoning you onto a path
of empowerment and liberation is calling for you to
die to your habits of limitation and self absorption,
and to give everything in the process. Everything, that
is, except one thing - your discernment.
A teacher whose actions are congruent with their words
and whose words are pointing towards truth creates this
beautiful spiritual slipstream into which we can trustingly
place ourselves - a blessing field.
A teacher whose words and actions are not congruent,
so that what they say can be far removed from how they
live and behave, will set waves of disturbance rippling
through you. I have learnt that these waves are not
to be dismissed as simply "egoic resistance"
to the "truth" the teacher speaks. They are
the spirit's reliable lie detector, letting you know
that something's rotten in the back of the fridge and
you really shouldn't even think about eating it!
I have seen many people, in the presence of spiritual
teachers, air their doubts and sense of disturbance
around what the teacher is saying, only to have it turned
back upon them as proof that they are still stuck in
"ego" and not ready to "surrender".
(Yawn).
The mark of a true teacher, I have come to feel, is
someone who can graciously deal with queries and even
dissent. Time and again, I have seen some very defensive
manoeuvres from teachers who take any critique of their
teaching very badly, and in some cases feel required
to mock and belittle the student the query.
Humiliation of students, hypocritical behaviour ("Do
as I say, not as I do"), and other such demonstrations
of spiritual ego being expressed by a pseudo-guru are
easy to spot, if only we learn to trust our own discernment.
If it feels to you like a teacher or guru is on a bit
of a trip, I'll bet you Newcastle to a coal that they
are. Trust yourself! Trust your deepest knowing, even
if no one else around the teacher agrees. It's okay
to be a heretic; it's essential to heed your subtlest
wisdom even if it means going against the tide.
Sustained Epiphany Consider this: an awakened one,
a guru, might simply be someone who lives in sustained
epiphany. What does that mean? If an epiphany is a moment
when the eternal shines through the everyday, when the
infinite is seen and known as the ultimate ground of
our being, then perhaps this much sought-after state
of enlightenment is simply what happens when a person
roots themselves in the eternally unchanging truth,
while living in the relatively shifting world.
I like the tradition of the santa sangre, the hidden
saint, that holds that many, many people quietly and
without fanfare live in this holy state of enduring
epiphany. They may not ever speak of it, they may not
ever hold workshops or satsangs talking about it, and
- dare I say it - you'll possibly never see their ad
in a spiritual magazine!
They may be sitting next to you on the train as you
read this, or across the room from you at work, or they
may even be your mother or sister or father or friend.
It's quite possible that some of the truest "gurus"
on the planet will never proclaim themselves as such,
nor even identify themselves in those terms in the privacy
of their own thoughts. Nonetheless, their blessing field
is out there, and if we're blessed and discerning enough
we might, on a crowded train one morning, find ourselves
in it, and know it for what it is.
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